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Irritated that i let myself be competitive about art. Being a former athlete and coach currently keeps me in a state of mind that frustrates me when it comes to art competitions. Especially when it comes to art competitions like the state fair. I don't like feeling like I bust my ass all the time and then see less creative, less technically sound artists succeed in ways I want to. I'm not sure if its the medium I work in (airbrush) or my subject matter or my style that makes it less "rewardable". I'm quite aware that there are things I don't do, that i should do when it comes to promoting and marketing myself, but thats because I don't want to get caught up in doing art just to sell it or get an award I shouldn't give 2 shits about. Not sure if I wanna do much for commissions anymore either, It often causes me to do art I wouldn't do otherwise. I would still do occassional school murals, but most of the other stuff seems to hinder my artistic growth more than it pads my wallet.
I'm just venting as a way to get myself motivated to do better art in the future hopefully.
Sorry for any of you that wasted your time with my waa waa session. - Mike